to see Damian and Laurence. Most Damian, honestly.
I went on a Sunday, the 11th of October 2009, from Billund airport, Denmark, to London Stansted, England.
I arrived at Stansted with a stressed feeling. I had been stressing all day, really. Meh. BUT when I was through all security and stuff, happiness happened. Damian was standing at the entrance, smiling at me. I do not remember this moment. Something with "Hi" and confusion.
Through trains we went for about three hours and arrived in Brighton. Hi Laurence, hi Laurence's kids.
Honestly, I do not remember anything from that day. I was soo exhausted when I finally fell asleep.
Monday, oh Monday.
We went from Eastbourne, where Laurence lives, to Brighton for a wander. Damian and I spent hours on looking at shops and water. And pigeons. And.. stuff. I was so tired, really. Nothing made sense to me.
I remember the need of cuddling up against Damian as we sat at the beach (and yet, was it a beach?) and ice cream.
When supper was needed, we tried to find a restaurant. And we did. But (say it like Damian does.. in capital letters) I did not fancy going there, really. For some reason. I do not know. So we bought four appels, chocolate and cookies and went to this amazing bench. Amazing because it looked like something from an amusement park. Has to be seen, cannot describe it.
When we were "home" in Eastbourne, I was reallllyyy tired. I think World of Warcraft happened and then sleep came. What I do know, is that I hugged Damian and told him I could do that forever. "Stop being so cuddly!" "I could tell you the same."
Tuesday was all about World of Warcraft, basically. Till Gabi, Laurence's partner, asked Damian and I to go with her to.. well, somewhere. We went to this old town. They had a graveyard and.. uhm.. a museum. We went to a garden shop with silly Christmas and Halloween stuff. At last we went to a hill. Just a normal hill in southern England. It had sheep and a fantastic view. Damian has pictures, methinks.
Back in Eastbourne, I spent the evening and part of the night cuddled up against Damian. He is really cuddly. I would never have let him go if it wasn't because I had to. Ah sigh.
Wednesday, Damian and I went to London. Oh London! The train journey there was cosy. There is nothing like being cuddled up against a person you love. London was.. London, I guess. We went to a few book shops and some music shops, and that was about it. Also, we went to Hyde Park. This was an interesting experince. Well, I can say.. It was very cosy and I wish it had been more private. Very funny though.
We were to sleep in Brighton that night, at Laurence's office. And I must admit that, when I finally fell asleep, I was very happy.
At Thursday, I woke up, fell asleep, woke up and fell asleep. I was so exhausted. And happy. After a while of cuddling and sleeping, Damian and I went to Brighton to find postcards and stuff. Never found any I wanted to spent money on, though.
At eight o'clock, we took the train from Brighton to Stansted again. Or the trains, to be correct. A journey I wanted to last forever. /sigh
Stansted was.. Well, we were to spent the night there. My flight left at 7:25 in the morning and the easiest way was to stay there for the night. Without sleep, that is. The only good thing about this experience was Damian. He is a very good thing, though, the best in my life at the moment, but CHRIST I thought I should die. Not because I want to whine, but I was sooooo tired........ Yeah, you get my point.
When it was about time to leave, unhappiness hit me. Why could I not cuddle up against Damian and stay with him forever? Ah well.. But off I went and home I came. And now.. I want to go back. And yes, there is no word for how much I love you, Damian. Really.
